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Peace of mind
Let us cultivate our words, our true meaning to something beautiful.
With words gestures and images how can we showcase our perspective and perform what truly matters to us. Poetry has its descriptions and options around it but I truly view it as art without and with intelectual, normal everyday descriptions and wording. With weeks of brainstorming, creating and critiquing we were able to exhibit art of our words.
With words gestures and images how can we showcase our perspective and perform what truly matters to us. Poetry has its descriptions and options around it but I truly view it as art without and with intelectual, normal everyday descriptions and wording. With weeks of brainstorming, creating and critiquing we were able to exhibit art of our words.
Live PerFormance
Artist STATEMENT |
This is my accepting stage and while it is hard for me to not change my words and refine again and again this is a statement that was true to my voice when in the process of writing.
Authenticity in awareness is not currently in our world. And to be comfortable living a life without change does not fit with whom we are meant to be.
Earth is populated with minds of genius, creative, loving people who all experience different circumstances; yet, we are still not aware of what eternally we can achieve and tell. We take advantage of our minds and our natural states, disturbing creativity within ourselves. My word enhances this problem of illusions inside humanity and ourselves, resulting in me becoming asleep. Essentially, only you can be in charge of change. This idea of creativity, perspective, and individuality captivates my being. In these past years, I have seen death, growth, loneliness, and mental challenges throughout my environment that have pushed me to grow and become a more aware being. We cope wit our situation, and most feelings and actions are unnatural and destructive to our well beings. Vital to my life's purpose, I grew sick, angry, and judgmental, needing improvement from what I was comfortable with. I then realized that there is a choice you can make. To live your life comfortably with conformity or dissolve illusions and create a vibrate divine being. Wake up. Cultivate senses of ataraxy and freeness, by being different, natural, and open-minded. Because I can not force you to change the way you live or conform to my beliefs, I can only hope these truthful words can become something as meaningful as awareness has been to me. Breakthrough society and a “normal” mind to become vibrantly alive. ...Growth |
From an inspiration to change the way I look at situations and being, I followed the book Awareness. For a piece of paper to hit so hard on my insides rumbling my current and destructive life I found peace in change. To speak a word and have it have the same deep affect, the slap against the face that Gavin's death and wanting for change startled me, leaving me to become and inspire. I started this project only with notes with broader meanings of awareness and hopes.
“This is going to be natural and flowing. In general, I'm talking about the power we all carry within ourselves and it takes time to find it. Hoping to and nothing else wanted but to show that people have to wake themselves up.” And while I did not lose this message I found connection between the happiness the slowness and freeness that I experience as well. I turned from a more telling rather than showing into a poetic less efficient way of speaking that is powerful, natural and accepting of who I truly am. “Yes we hailed to the death without recognition Yes we hailed to the rope of efficiency But time to awaken Let's sit And come back Your lungs flourish with a freshness that nothing else can describe But you have to be determined for the reassurance” |
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Not everyone can change by understanding words that come out of my mouth. Even if they are the ones that need to hear it not everyone can change the way they think just by a high schoolers poem. Shifting my words and product from mostly focusing on others negativity to more self focused understanding and nature oriented topics but yet still addressing others I am able to strive to the power. Starting with the mindset and words of
“What brought it on You only change It's a gradual time for me Illusions drop away No general rule you just feel it” And ending with “How about I We grow She told me to listen purely with light rays sharp enough for me to find A flow to the beat Now my purpose is to grab your hand and jump into this deep water Fall through this hydraulic Deep enough to create ourselves We can then find Ataraxi” This is a change that I made for my personal growth asking what I am trying to release and share. Reaching the people who are ready to change for the better, throughout imagery descriptions and the acknowledgment of our mother earth this was true to me. Critiquing other poems I told and gave the advice to spend more time with your words, poem and meaning. That is exactly what I did. |
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“Returning love for hate
Second including the excluded Admitting that we are wrong” Sure those three lines mean everything to me, but how can I reach you. Without begging on the ground how would I be able to swish your mind and help you understand that these words are important. Softness and vulnerability. “Or for once The simplicity “For returning love for hate Including the excluded And admitting that we are wrong” The simplicity that it takes to incorporate these laws into your life can’t be forced. Simply it ties your communication in your brain into what you know and remember challenging everything and your decision making for this choice. Without begging I would much rather plant a seed and let it grow into a tree. I changed simple words, to make me feel powerful. Eventually by fooling myself into a new way of speaking and understanding what I am trying to say, I ended with a start to a ongoing poem. |
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I would like to think that I was incorporating psychology and scientific information and while I threaded in ideas I was curious and wondering if I were to acknowledge the reader would it have more or less of an effect?
“I was living with drains of power Honor is socially conventional should you attempt to understand it Are you aware of identifying with it” Again taking the same ideas and sociatail jabs at society and other I needed to be true to myself and explain my proces. “And to you is it not crazy The mind conforming Drains of power That grasps our sunken skin For we you and I cannot pry enough” Its crazy is it not? But I would be lying if I were to only talk about the surrounding environment and people around me instead of the fact that I surrendered to their opinions ideas and constructions that I could not get out of. Again more of a descriptive way that enhances the stuck, leverage that we cant grasp onto. With spificice wording and the emotions tied within it gives a detrimental living experience that you would definitely grow old of and exit. Or least I can only hope! |
MUN PRoject Reflection
We live our life with the benefits of humanity that certain humans don't even recognize.
Our everyday life.
"The world is full of problems, and we want you to be the kind of people who seek to solve them". In Model UN we were asked to dive into and take upon the roles of representatives from nations around the world to solve the Afghanistan humanitarian crisis. Using nations belief systems and functionality to then apply them to a real and lasting resolution. Instead of the everyday perspective challenging tasks like using the "perspective of your nation" and to then advocate for their interests were present throughout the process of research, amendment and resolution construction and discussing. While also attempting to pass real and lasting resolutions that will lead to a ligament aim to solve.
Our everyday life.
"The world is full of problems, and we want you to be the kind of people who seek to solve them". In Model UN we were asked to dive into and take upon the roles of representatives from nations around the world to solve the Afghanistan humanitarian crisis. Using nations belief systems and functionality to then apply them to a real and lasting resolution. Instead of the everyday perspective challenging tasks like using the "perspective of your nation" and to then advocate for their interests were present throughout the process of research, amendment and resolution construction and discussing. While also attempting to pass real and lasting resolutions that will lead to a ligament aim to solve.
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Self Reflection
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Adolescents Project
Adolescents is a crucial time in our lives to find who we are, to wonder and love. We are described as trouble makers who like sex and drugs, while some of that is true we are so much more than just some describing words. We are human, we are emotional beings with purposes and discovering that at such a young age sets us up for success. We studied topics of the brain, why we are the way we are and how others have effected our experience. Thank you Lori for such an amazing lesson.
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Reflection
Writing is another way I can express myself. Despite the fact that I do not have the biggest vocabulary pushing myself on this project made it a piece of work that I am proud of. For example take this original phrase,
It destroys us. We are going to go back to the dissonance of my two selves. The destruction I was facing with myself in the dark bathroom or screaming in my camper van.
I changed the transition from feeling destructed and out of my self awareness to the story and true emotions I felt when I was trying too hard to be the person they wanted me to be. I got too comfortable with the ideas of others that I spent time not understanding what I needed or who I was. So then in that moment of weakness I was brought to the attention of my non authenticity and the time I did not waste but used for other people instead of my healing and understanding. Seeing the transition from bland boring writing into something that resonates with me is a huge accomplishment. I think by also changing and refining my work made me have the mindset of accomplishment and understanding that I can do this. Keeping a positive mindset throughout this project was my goal, not to only focus on whats going wrong. So raising my confidence with one little change inspired me to finish this piece of writing with something I can turn back to and understand where I grew the most.
My thinking process and the content of attachment styles deepend my perspective in everyday life. Thinking back to the start of this project I would define my stage of self awareness at the bottom. During this stage of wondering and reflecting on my own adolescents I found that discovering and finding why I am here is what makes me strive and try in life. I used this time to understand who I am and how my past has affected me. Learning about how I love and who determined that for me makes me think about growing old and modeling a healthy attachment style to my kid or to anyone. I think just the biggest thing that I took from this project was the way I changed my process of thinking. Learning about the brian, trama, stereotypes and standard helped me find life lessons that I would never think of finding this early in life.
Going to a project based school it is essential to find the time and motivation to self discipline yourself and become helpful for your wellbeing. Throughout this project I was able to struggle, become proud of myself and question my life. I always dread first starting something big because I think of the worst. But from experiencing lack of sleep, confusion and lots of anxiety I have tried to avoid procrastinating. Yet I failed to succeed in my goal I found more ways that work for me to become comfortable and successful. I did not even try to refine my essay on thanksgiving break giving making me carry the feeling of failure and knowing that I could have made some beautiful work. I will still have times where I just really do not want to do the assignment but I am also human. So understanding that it is ok to slack and feel overwhelmed because next time you get closer to your goal.
Having our first real exhibition be this big and this serious everyone including myself came into it overwhelmed and questioning our process. All I can say is how proud I am as an individual that appreciates team work and fun, that we were able to pull it off and came together to make EVERYONE so stoked. As adolescents consists of adults and teens I thought that it was important to incorporate a safe conversation about stereotypes we have about this time, strategies that we can implement into our life and just be able to talk to each other. And this was one of the most wonderful experiences I have been a part of and to be leading it with Porter, Kelly and Adrian was just straight power. We had comments that the feelings and outcome afterwards was just like free therapy and that we need to do this more as a community. This time in the year and all the stress around it made me take a second to be grateful for what my class has accomplished and becoming aware that we rock and we can pull off hard intimating things like that!
It destroys us. We are going to go back to the dissonance of my two selves. The destruction I was facing with myself in the dark bathroom or screaming in my camper van.
I changed the transition from feeling destructed and out of my self awareness to the story and true emotions I felt when I was trying too hard to be the person they wanted me to be. I got too comfortable with the ideas of others that I spent time not understanding what I needed or who I was. So then in that moment of weakness I was brought to the attention of my non authenticity and the time I did not waste but used for other people instead of my healing and understanding. Seeing the transition from bland boring writing into something that resonates with me is a huge accomplishment. I think by also changing and refining my work made me have the mindset of accomplishment and understanding that I can do this. Keeping a positive mindset throughout this project was my goal, not to only focus on whats going wrong. So raising my confidence with one little change inspired me to finish this piece of writing with something I can turn back to and understand where I grew the most.
My thinking process and the content of attachment styles deepend my perspective in everyday life. Thinking back to the start of this project I would define my stage of self awareness at the bottom. During this stage of wondering and reflecting on my own adolescents I found that discovering and finding why I am here is what makes me strive and try in life. I used this time to understand who I am and how my past has affected me. Learning about how I love and who determined that for me makes me think about growing old and modeling a healthy attachment style to my kid or to anyone. I think just the biggest thing that I took from this project was the way I changed my process of thinking. Learning about the brian, trama, stereotypes and standard helped me find life lessons that I would never think of finding this early in life.
Going to a project based school it is essential to find the time and motivation to self discipline yourself and become helpful for your wellbeing. Throughout this project I was able to struggle, become proud of myself and question my life. I always dread first starting something big because I think of the worst. But from experiencing lack of sleep, confusion and lots of anxiety I have tried to avoid procrastinating. Yet I failed to succeed in my goal I found more ways that work for me to become comfortable and successful. I did not even try to refine my essay on thanksgiving break giving making me carry the feeling of failure and knowing that I could have made some beautiful work. I will still have times where I just really do not want to do the assignment but I am also human. So understanding that it is ok to slack and feel overwhelmed because next time you get closer to your goal.
Having our first real exhibition be this big and this serious everyone including myself came into it overwhelmed and questioning our process. All I can say is how proud I am as an individual that appreciates team work and fun, that we were able to pull it off and came together to make EVERYONE so stoked. As adolescents consists of adults and teens I thought that it was important to incorporate a safe conversation about stereotypes we have about this time, strategies that we can implement into our life and just be able to talk to each other. And this was one of the most wonderful experiences I have been a part of and to be leading it with Porter, Kelly and Adrian was just straight power. We had comments that the feelings and outcome afterwards was just like free therapy and that we need to do this more as a community. This time in the year and all the stress around it made me take a second to be grateful for what my class has accomplished and becoming aware that we rock and we can pull off hard intimating things like that!